Week 3-Complete!

I am really terrible at this blogging everyday thing... but I am really going to try and be better. I've had this revelation the past few days, where I really am going to try and better myself in every aspect of my life, and being a better blogger is definitely part of that! Anyway, here I am, 3 weeks in. I have to say, not much improvement. Maybe a slightttt bit, but nothing super noticeable. Lips are dry, joints ache a little, and major mood swings. Depression on occasion, but I guess I knew all of this coming into it. I also feel like each new pimple or blemish that comes up is like an instant whitehead, but also dries up a lot faster than before. Today is one of those days that I would just like to be done with, as I am overly self- concious about it today. I know I have to be patient, but I can really see how it has gotten in the way of my self-confidence.

I was invited to three weddings that will all be coming up within the next 6 months or so, so I guess I am just concerned that my skin will be clear in time for those. I really hate being 25 and a teacher and still having to deal with this. I've gotten back into my workout routine lately, which is awesome, so I am feeling a little better physically, I just hate looking in the mirror. Like I said, after reading all these posts, I know I need to be patient in order to fully see results, today is just one of those days. It can't end early enough. It seems to be more day-to-day with the accutane, as some days are good and others not so good, so hopefully tomorrow will be better.